Depression

I don't even have the words anymore...
Why does something want me to fail so bad?
Turns out, that you can only save a scene once. So the first time you save. The second, third, and the next billion times you save, don't count.
And so, when my mum asked me to show her the FINISHED FOUR SCENES all I had was a slight beginning from each.
I am in absolutely fury and agony. Maybe I should just do a trailer. I only have today and tomorrow and redoing all these scenes.....
For now Ill go have a drink and cool off before I actually punch a hole through my computer screen and throw it out the window.